Chapter 45 Humiliation
It was his own failure. If only he had confessed his feelings sooner and made Bai Ling his girlfriend, none of this would have happened.
是自己的失败，若是他早一点表白，早一点让白灵成为自己的女朋友，那么这一切都不会发生了。
He had observed Bai Ling for years and believed he knew her well.
他观察了白灵很多年，他自认是很了解这个姑娘的。
He had always wanted to know how she met Luo Xiao. When did they meet? And where they met? But he never mustered the courage to ask straight out, as he was overwhelmed by jealousy and regret.
他一直想知道她是怎么遇到罗肖的？什么时候遇到的？在什么地方遇到的？可是他一直问不出口，因为他嫉妒得发狂，他也后悔得发狂。
When he learned that the girl he had admired for years had become someone else's fiancee, his heart shattered and died.
当他知道他喜欢了几年的姑娘成为了别人的未婚妻时，他的心伤了，也死了。
After investigating Luo Xiao, he became aware of his outstanding, which led Zhang Yi to believe he stood no chance. Consequently, he didn't dare to ask such questions and buried these feelings deep within his heart.
他调查过罗肖这个人，所以自然而然地也知道这个人的优秀，所以他觉得自己没有机会了，所以他更加不敢去问这些问题，只能把这些深深地埋藏在自己的心里。
Now, he could clearly see that Luo Xiao hadn't brought Bai Ling much happiness. Instead, he had hurt her.
现在他清楚地看到罗肖并没有给白灵带来多少快乐，他伤害了白灵。
Zhang Yi knew precisely what kind of person Bai Ling was, which was why he had liked her for so many years without confessing his feelings, only silently watching over her.
张译很清楚白灵是一个什么样的人，这也是为什么他喜欢了她很多年都没有表白，只是默默地守候着她。
Bai Ling appeared to be carefree on the surface, but she was deeply thoughtful.
白灵是一个外表看起来大大咧咧，但是她其实是一个心思很重的人。
She was optimistic and strong, often giving others the impression of being an invincible fighter.
她很乐观也很坚强，很多时候她会让别人感觉到她是一只打不倒的小强。
However, she seldom cried, and even when she did, no one could tell, as she would only silently shed her tears.
她不是一个会轻易流泪的人，即便流泪别人也发现不了，她是那种一声不吭地眼泪直往外流的人。
When faced with injustice, she gritted her teeth and bore it alone rather than show her pain to others.
即便她遇到委屈时也不会表现出来，只会一个人默默地暗自咬着牙齿扛着。
Precisely because he knew what kind of person Bai Ling was, he feared his lack of preparation and consideration would cause her pain and hurt her.
正因为清楚白灵是一个什么样的人，所以他害怕自己准备不充分，考虑不周全，会让她受委屈，会让她受到伤害。
As a result, he missed his chance with her, and she became someone else's fiancee. However, it was clear that the other man didn't understand her as well as he did.
所以他错过了她，她成为了别人的未婚妻，可是那个人显然并不是很了解她，至少没有他了解她。
Based on his estimation, Bai Ling and Luo Xiao hadn't known each other for very long.
依据他的推测白灵和罗肖认识的时间不会很长。
Becoming an engaged couple in such a short period of time indicated that their relationship had developed hastily. Hasty romances tended to be riddled with imperfections and often lacked consideration for various aspects.
在这么短的时间内就成为了未婚夫妻，足以看出他们这段感情很仓促，仓促中的恋情往往漏洞百出，且很多方面都没有考虑到。
Bai Ling had already taken off her engagement ring in just a few days.
这才几天时间？白灵就摘下了订婚戒指？
Zhang Yi didn't consider himself inferior even though Luo Xiao was impressive.
罗肖虽然优秀，但是他张译也不差。
What Luo Xiao could give her, Zhang Yi could give as well; and what Luo Xiao couldn't provide, Zhang Yi could also offer.
罗肖能给她的，他张译也能给；罗肖不能给她的，他张译能给。
是自己的失败，若是他早一点表白，早一点让白灵成为自己的女朋友，那么这一切都不会发生了。
He had observed Bai Ling for years and believed he knew her well.
他观察了白灵很多年，他自认是很了解这个姑娘的。
He had always wanted to know how she met Luo Xiao. When did they meet? And where they met? But he never mustered the courage to ask straight out, as he was overwhelmed by jealousy and regret.
他一直想知道她是怎么遇到罗肖的？什么时候遇到的？在什么地方遇到的？可是他一直问不出口，因为他嫉妒得发狂，他也后悔得发狂。
When he learned that the girl he had admired for years had become someone else's fiancee, his heart shattered and died.
当他知道他喜欢了几年的姑娘成为了别人的未婚妻时，他的心伤了，也死了。
After investigating Luo Xiao, he became aware of his outstanding, which led Zhang Yi to believe he stood no chance. Consequently, he didn't dare to ask such questions and buried these feelings deep within his heart.
他调查过罗肖这个人，所以自然而然地也知道这个人的优秀，所以他觉得自己没有机会了，所以他更加不敢去问这些问题，只能把这些深深地埋藏在自己的心里。
Now, he could clearly see that Luo Xiao hadn't brought Bai Ling much happiness. Instead, he had hurt her.
现在他清楚地看到罗肖并没有给白灵带来多少快乐，他伤害了白灵。
Zhang Yi knew precisely what kind of person Bai Ling was, which was why he had liked her for so many years without confessing his feelings, only silently watching over her.
张译很清楚白灵是一个什么样的人，这也是为什么他喜欢了她很多年都没有表白，只是默默地守候着她。
Bai Ling appeared to be carefree on the surface, but she was deeply thoughtful.
白灵是一个外表看起来大大咧咧，但是她其实是一个心思很重的人。
She was optimistic and strong, often giving others the impression of being an invincible fighter.
她很乐观也很坚强，很多时候她会让别人感觉到她是一只打不倒的小强。
However, she seldom cried, and even when she did, no one could tell, as she would only silently shed her tears.
她不是一个会轻易流泪的人，即便流泪别人也发现不了，她是那种一声不吭地眼泪直往外流的人。
When faced with injustice, she gritted her teeth and bore it alone rather than show her pain to others.
即便她遇到委屈时也不会表现出来，只会一个人默默地暗自咬着牙齿扛着。
Precisely because he knew what kind of person Bai Ling was, he feared his lack of preparation and consideration would cause her pain and hurt her.
正因为清楚白灵是一个什么样的人，所以他害怕自己准备不充分，考虑不周全，会让她受委屈，会让她受到伤害。
As a result, he missed his chance with her, and she became someone else's fiancee. However, it was clear that the other man didn't understand her as well as he did.
所以他错过了她，她成为了别人的未婚妻，可是那个人显然并不是很了解她，至少没有他了解她。
Based on his estimation, Bai Ling and Luo Xiao hadn't known each other for very long.
依据他的推测白灵和罗肖认识的时间不会很长。
Becoming an engaged couple in such a short period of time indicated that their relationship had developed hastily. Hasty romances tended to be riddled with imperfections and often lacked consideration for various aspects.
在这么短的时间内就成为了未婚夫妻，足以看出他们这段感情很仓促，仓促中的恋情往往漏洞百出，且很多方面都没有考虑到。
Bai Ling had already taken off her engagement ring in just a few days.
这才几天时间？白灵就摘下了订婚戒指？
Zhang Yi didn't consider himself inferior even though Luo Xiao was impressive.
罗肖虽然优秀，但是他张译也不差。
What Luo Xiao could give her, Zhang Yi could give as well; and what Luo Xiao couldn't provide, Zhang Yi could also offer.
罗肖能给她的，他张译也能给；罗肖不能给她的，他张译能给。