Chapter 51 Girlfriend
Her academice stemmed from a solid foundatioharaordinary intelligence, surpassing most of her peers.
她之所以是学霸是因为她基础很好，好过在校的大多数人，而并非天资聪颖。
g he didn't truly know her, his love for her could be an illusion, a mere dream. She fouating.
他对她并不了解，所以他对自己的爱很可能是假象，只是一个梦而已。她犹豫了。
"Yuan Suqing, are you sure you really like the Gu Xiang standing before you and not the one you've imagier all, even though we were classmates, we didn't really kher well. I'm not someone who believes i sight."
“袁素清，你确定你真的喜欢你面前的这个顾湘？而非是你想象中的那个顾湘？毕竟我们虽然是同班同学，可是我们俩并不熟悉彼此，我也不是那种相信一见钟情的人。”
"I'm , always have been."
“我确定，一直很确定。”
"But I'm uain and 't accept feeling like I'm being financially supported. Havi is importarive to achieve greater self-wo against it. I hope you derstand how I feel."
“可是我不确定，而且我不能接受这种被包养的感觉。人活着是要有自尊的。我们之所以努力，是为了赢得更大的自尊，而非背道而驰，我希望你能够理解我的心情。”
"'t a boyfriend take care of his girlfriend?"
“一个男朋友照顾自己的女朋友都不行吗？”
"I'm nirlfriehere's a possibility iure, I don't want to carry the burdeions. Oneone feels apologetic, it's diffiot to let it influenakiions that tradict our true selves. It's the same principle as beio someone. I'm sorry, but I te selfish. All my efforts are aimed at gaining more d more freedom. Besides, we might not eveible as boyfriend and girlfriend."
“我不是你的女朋友，即便以后有可能，我也不愿意背上感情的包袱，一个人一旦有了歉意，在作出选择时难免会被歉意所左右，做出违背本心的事情。所谓吃人嘴软,拿人手短就是这个道理。很抱歉，我这个人一向比较自私，我所有的努力是为了得到更多的选择，和更多的自由。况且我们未必就合适做男女朋友。”
At this very moment, she fouhe lowest phase of her life, and Yuan Suqing became a guiding light. It would be dishoo say she had ion for him.
此时此刻，是她人生最低谷的阶段，袁素清是她生命中的一束光。若说对他没有好感那是骗人的。
From her perspective, he embe, determination, and ability that seemed beyo were precisely what she lad yearned for.
在她的眼中，他有着他可望不可及的勇气、决心和能力，这恰恰是她所欠缺，所渴望的。
She 't help but feel her lessness. As a human being, she ot shape her desti aloe trol over her life.
她感觉自己太过软弱，太过窝囊，生而为人，她连自己的命运都不能主宰，她自己的人生自己也不能做主。
If only she possessed half of his ce, half of his determination and half of his abilities, perhaps her life woulds t state.
若是她有他一半的勇气，一半的决心，一半的能力，也许她的人生就不会是现在这种境地。
She felt fate firmly gripped her, ao surre her limited capabilities hindered her fr free.
她感觉自己被命运扼住了喉咙，她不愿屈服，却又因为自身能力不够而无法挣脱出去。
He became the bea of light in her life, ao follow that bead be near him. She was extremely drawn to him just by his mere existence.
他是她此时生命中的光，她想追着这束光走，想和这束光近距离的接触，因为他的本身就对她有着巨大的吸引力。
她之所以是学霸是因为她基础很好，好过在校的大多数人，而并非天资聪颖。
g he didn't truly know her, his love for her could be an illusion, a mere dream. She fouating.
他对她并不了解，所以他对自己的爱很可能是假象，只是一个梦而已。她犹豫了。
"Yuan Suqing, are you sure you really like the Gu Xiang standing before you and not the one you've imagier all, even though we were classmates, we didn't really kher well. I'm not someone who believes i sight."
“袁素清，你确定你真的喜欢你面前的这个顾湘？而非是你想象中的那个顾湘？毕竟我们虽然是同班同学，可是我们俩并不熟悉彼此，我也不是那种相信一见钟情的人。”
"I'm , always have been."
“我确定，一直很确定。”
"But I'm uain and 't accept feeling like I'm being financially supported. Havi is importarive to achieve greater self-wo against it. I hope you derstand how I feel."
“可是我不确定，而且我不能接受这种被包养的感觉。人活着是要有自尊的。我们之所以努力，是为了赢得更大的自尊，而非背道而驰，我希望你能够理解我的心情。”
"'t a boyfriend take care of his girlfriend?"
“一个男朋友照顾自己的女朋友都不行吗？”
"I'm nirlfriehere's a possibility iure, I don't want to carry the burdeions. Oneone feels apologetic, it's diffiot to let it influenakiions that tradict our true selves. It's the same principle as beio someone. I'm sorry, but I te selfish. All my efforts are aimed at gaining more d more freedom. Besides, we might not eveible as boyfriend and girlfriend."
“我不是你的女朋友，即便以后有可能，我也不愿意背上感情的包袱，一个人一旦有了歉意，在作出选择时难免会被歉意所左右，做出违背本心的事情。所谓吃人嘴软,拿人手短就是这个道理。很抱歉，我这个人一向比较自私，我所有的努力是为了得到更多的选择，和更多的自由。况且我们未必就合适做男女朋友。”
At this very moment, she fouhe lowest phase of her life, and Yuan Suqing became a guiding light. It would be dishoo say she had ion for him.
此时此刻，是她人生最低谷的阶段，袁素清是她生命中的一束光。若说对他没有好感那是骗人的。
From her perspective, he embe, determination, and ability that seemed beyo were precisely what she lad yearned for.
在她的眼中，他有着他可望不可及的勇气、决心和能力，这恰恰是她所欠缺，所渴望的。
She 't help but feel her lessness. As a human being, she ot shape her desti aloe trol over her life.
她感觉自己太过软弱，太过窝囊，生而为人，她连自己的命运都不能主宰，她自己的人生自己也不能做主。
If only she possessed half of his ce, half of his determination and half of his abilities, perhaps her life woulds t state.
若是她有他一半的勇气，一半的决心，一半的能力，也许她的人生就不会是现在这种境地。
She felt fate firmly gripped her, ao surre her limited capabilities hindered her fr free.
她感觉自己被命运扼住了喉咙，她不愿屈服，却又因为自身能力不够而无法挣脱出去。
He became the bea of light in her life, ao follow that bead be near him. She was extremely drawn to him just by his mere existence.
他是她此时生命中的光，她想追着这束光走，想和这束光近距离的接触，因为他的本身就对她有着巨大的吸引力。