Chapter 49 Misunderstanding
Exhausted, Bai Ling returned to her residence, spotting Luo Xiao standing in the hallway of apartment 501 from a distance.
白灵精疲力尽的回到了自己的住处，远远地就看到罗肖站在501的过道中。
As she approached, she didn't know how to initiate a conversation with him. In the past, Luo Xiao would always come to her, but this time he just stood there, silently watching her without moving.
白灵走上前去，不知该如何和他说话。以前每次见面都是罗肖向她凑过来，可是这一次罗肖就这么远远地看着她，不言不语，不动声色。
Bai Ling knew Luo Xiao loved her, but his mother was an issue. She could forget it and walk away if it were someone else, but this was his mother—a lifelong entanglement.
白灵知道罗肖是爱自己的，可是他有一个那样的妈妈，如果是别人，白灵可以让自己忘记，可以让自己不去在意，可是那个人是他妈妈，他这一辈子都牵扯不清的人。
She didn't want to ask Luo Xiao to choose between her and his mother, for she had no confidence. A parent's love was vast, while she was merely a girlfriend. Girlfriends could be replaced, but a mother was irreplaceable.
她不想说出让罗肖在他妈妈和她二人之间选一人的话语，因为她没有信心，父母之恩大如天，她不过是一个女朋友，女朋友可以换一个，可是亲生母亲世间就只有一个。
Furthermore, she was unwilling to ask such a thing, as severing ties with one's own mother was something Bai Ling couldn't do.
其次是她不屑于去做这件事，让人家和自己亲妈断绝关系，不相往来这种事情她白灵做不出来。
But she couldn't forgive Mrs. Luo, and each day she saw Luo Xiao, she was involuntarily reminded of Mrs. Luo's words.
可是她不能原谅罗太太，每天看到罗肖她就不由自主的想起了罗太太对她说的话。
Gradually, she became cold towards Luo Xiao, not even realizing she deliberately avoided him.
自然而然地她就对罗肖态度冷淡了，就连她自己都没有觉察到自己在有意避开他。
Seeing Luo Xiao staring coldly at her with no intention of talking to her, Bai Ling pretended not to notice and took out her keys to unlock the door.
白灵看到罗肖只是冷漠地看着自己，并没有和她打招呼的打算，她也就当作没有看到罗肖，掏出钥匙去开门。
"Have you forgotten your old love now that you have a new one?" His anger flared at her disregard, and he spoke the words he had kept hidden in his heart.
“怎么有了新欢就忘了旧爱了吗？”她对自己的无视让他更加愤怒，愤怒地忘记了自己在说什么，居然直接把自己藏在心里的话都说了出来。
"Luo Xiao, what do you mean?" Bai Ling was angry at Mrs. Luo, and although she knew that Luo Xiao wasn't his mother and what Mrs. Luo did wasn't his fault or responsibility, still, that's his mother, and she couldn't help but vent her long-repressed anger towards Luo Xiao.
“罗肖，你什么意思？”白灵有着对罗太太的愤怒，虽然罗太太是罗太太，罗肖是罗肖，是两个不同的人，她也知道这不关罗肖的事，也不是罗肖的责任，更不是罗肖的错。可是那是他妈，人一旦激起了怒火，就会把长期压抑的怒火给宣泄出来。
"What do I mean? Bai Ling, you know what you've done!"
“我能有什么意思？白灵，你自己知道自己做了什么事！”
"What have I done? I, Bai Ling, have always been upright and honorable. What have I done that is shameful or unspeakable?"
“我做了什么事？我白灵行得正坐得端，我有什么事是不能见人的？我有什么事情是不可说的？”
"Upright and honorable?" Luo Xiao scoffed.
“哈哈。行得正坐得端？”罗肖冷笑。
"What are you laughing at? Do you think I have a character problem?"
“你笑什么？你觉得我人品有问题吗？”
"Whether you have a character problem or not, only you know!"
“是不是人品有问题只有你自己知道！”
白灵精疲力尽的回到了自己的住处，远远地就看到罗肖站在501的过道中。
As she approached, she didn't know how to initiate a conversation with him. In the past, Luo Xiao would always come to her, but this time he just stood there, silently watching her without moving.
白灵走上前去，不知该如何和他说话。以前每次见面都是罗肖向她凑过来，可是这一次罗肖就这么远远地看着她，不言不语，不动声色。
Bai Ling knew Luo Xiao loved her, but his mother was an issue. She could forget it and walk away if it were someone else, but this was his mother—a lifelong entanglement.
白灵知道罗肖是爱自己的，可是他有一个那样的妈妈，如果是别人，白灵可以让自己忘记，可以让自己不去在意，可是那个人是他妈妈，他这一辈子都牵扯不清的人。
She didn't want to ask Luo Xiao to choose between her and his mother, for she had no confidence. A parent's love was vast, while she was merely a girlfriend. Girlfriends could be replaced, but a mother was irreplaceable.
她不想说出让罗肖在他妈妈和她二人之间选一人的话语，因为她没有信心，父母之恩大如天，她不过是一个女朋友，女朋友可以换一个，可是亲生母亲世间就只有一个。
Furthermore, she was unwilling to ask such a thing, as severing ties with one's own mother was something Bai Ling couldn't do.
其次是她不屑于去做这件事，让人家和自己亲妈断绝关系，不相往来这种事情她白灵做不出来。
But she couldn't forgive Mrs. Luo, and each day she saw Luo Xiao, she was involuntarily reminded of Mrs. Luo's words.
可是她不能原谅罗太太，每天看到罗肖她就不由自主的想起了罗太太对她说的话。
Gradually, she became cold towards Luo Xiao, not even realizing she deliberately avoided him.
自然而然地她就对罗肖态度冷淡了，就连她自己都没有觉察到自己在有意避开他。
Seeing Luo Xiao staring coldly at her with no intention of talking to her, Bai Ling pretended not to notice and took out her keys to unlock the door.
白灵看到罗肖只是冷漠地看着自己，并没有和她打招呼的打算，她也就当作没有看到罗肖，掏出钥匙去开门。
"Have you forgotten your old love now that you have a new one?" His anger flared at her disregard, and he spoke the words he had kept hidden in his heart.
“怎么有了新欢就忘了旧爱了吗？”她对自己的无视让他更加愤怒，愤怒地忘记了自己在说什么，居然直接把自己藏在心里的话都说了出来。
"Luo Xiao, what do you mean?" Bai Ling was angry at Mrs. Luo, and although she knew that Luo Xiao wasn't his mother and what Mrs. Luo did wasn't his fault or responsibility, still, that's his mother, and she couldn't help but vent her long-repressed anger towards Luo Xiao.
“罗肖，你什么意思？”白灵有着对罗太太的愤怒，虽然罗太太是罗太太，罗肖是罗肖，是两个不同的人，她也知道这不关罗肖的事，也不是罗肖的责任，更不是罗肖的错。可是那是他妈，人一旦激起了怒火，就会把长期压抑的怒火给宣泄出来。
"What do I mean? Bai Ling, you know what you've done!"
“我能有什么意思？白灵，你自己知道自己做了什么事！”
"What have I done? I, Bai Ling, have always been upright and honorable. What have I done that is shameful or unspeakable?"
“我做了什么事？我白灵行得正坐得端，我有什么事是不能见人的？我有什么事情是不可说的？”
"Upright and honorable?" Luo Xiao scoffed.
“哈哈。行得正坐得端？”罗肖冷笑。
"What are you laughing at? Do you think I have a character problem?"
“你笑什么？你觉得我人品有问题吗？”
"Whether you have a character problem or not, only you know!"
“是不是人品有问题只有你自己知道！”