Chapter 24 Adversity
Her sudden misfortune overwhelmed her, bringing a se she had never experienced before. For the first time, she doubted herself:
这份遭遇瞬间让她承受了前所未有的巨大的挫败感，人生的第一次她不得不对自己生出怀疑：
"Do I lay fate? Am I destio go with the flot whatever life throws at me?"
“我是不是真的没有自掌命运的能力？我是不是只能随波逐流听从命运的安排？”
Under immense pressure, she lost sight of her direable to see where her path led.
在巨大的压力面前，她第一次迷失了自己前进的方向，看不清前路在何方。
This blow caused her to bee an ordinary worker slowly at her new job.
这次的打击让她在之后的新工作表现中渐渐变得平庸。
She gave up her personal life for work, o suding.
她为了工作放弃了个人生活，所以是却是这样一个结局。
You thought you were professional and yood at your job. Then suddenly, you got fired for no reason and took the blame for something you didn't do.
你认为你自己很专业，你的工作你也完成的很好。然后你突然无缘无故地被开除了，理由却是那莫须有的过错。
Later she found several jobs, but her passion was gone.
后来她找了好几份工作，但她的激情已经不再。
She was exhausted, a was weary, but she aplished nothing.
身也疲，心也倦，成就茫茫仍不见。
For ordinary people, making signifients is truly diffiplicated. Bouioep felt ed, while her heart yearo soar, but it remained a mere dream.
普通人真的想要做出点成绩真的太难太难，身受束，脚下步子缚，唯有心飘扬，却只是个梦。
She sidered going tain to find the persoted with last time, but she eveo give it up.
她其实很想再次去图书馆看看能不能找到上次那个和自己聊天的人，但想想还是算了。
Because that person ed iy, she already carried her burdeive emotio bear another blow frativity.
因为那人全身上下都是负面情绪，她现在本身就自带负面情绪，不能再承担他负面情绪的打击了。
If she wa with sht seek out those ositive mi.
她就算现在想找个人聊天，她也定要找个心态积极向上的。
As an ordihout resourd s, it was g for her to move forward, even with some talent. Deep down, she aowledged the validity of his viewpoint.
一个普通的人，手上没有资源和人脉，即便自身有些才华，也是很难前行的，其实扪心自问，她是有些认同他的观点的。
However, she refused to do the same while he had given up on himself. She aspired to be better, eveh was arduous.
只是他已经自弃，而她不愿意自弃，她还想上进，哪怕很困难也要向前。
If we don't take charge of our lives, life will choose for us, aay be worse.
如果我们不选择生活，生活就会为我们做出选择，结果只会更差。
If we dive our all, the future will more pain than what we endure now.
如果我们自己不努力，不去拼尽全力，那么将来的生活会让现在自己所承受的更疼更痛。
She went to Shenzhehis city. So she chooses to stay aer her first job failed, she eveo Beijiunities.
她在深圳读的大学，也喜欢上了这座城市，所以工作时也选择了深圳这个城市。在第一份工作失败后，她也曾跑到北京去找工作。
In Beijiered several aplished loehe sons of officials who held positio institutions with favorable family bads.
在这里她遇到了几个北京的小伙子，论个人能力自身也挺优秀的，甚至有些是高干子弟，自己也在某机关单位上班，家庭条件都是不错。
这份遭遇瞬间让她承受了前所未有的巨大的挫败感，人生的第一次她不得不对自己生出怀疑：
"Do I lay fate? Am I destio go with the flot whatever life throws at me?"
“我是不是真的没有自掌命运的能力？我是不是只能随波逐流听从命运的安排？”
Under immense pressure, she lost sight of her direable to see where her path led.
在巨大的压力面前，她第一次迷失了自己前进的方向，看不清前路在何方。
This blow caused her to bee an ordinary worker slowly at her new job.
这次的打击让她在之后的新工作表现中渐渐变得平庸。
She gave up her personal life for work, o suding.
她为了工作放弃了个人生活，所以是却是这样一个结局。
You thought you were professional and yood at your job. Then suddenly, you got fired for no reason and took the blame for something you didn't do.
你认为你自己很专业，你的工作你也完成的很好。然后你突然无缘无故地被开除了，理由却是那莫须有的过错。
Later she found several jobs, but her passion was gone.
后来她找了好几份工作，但她的激情已经不再。
She was exhausted, a was weary, but she aplished nothing.
身也疲，心也倦，成就茫茫仍不见。
For ordinary people, making signifients is truly diffiplicated. Bouioep felt ed, while her heart yearo soar, but it remained a mere dream.
普通人真的想要做出点成绩真的太难太难，身受束，脚下步子缚，唯有心飘扬，却只是个梦。
She sidered going tain to find the persoted with last time, but she eveo give it up.
她其实很想再次去图书馆看看能不能找到上次那个和自己聊天的人，但想想还是算了。
Because that person ed iy, she already carried her burdeive emotio bear another blow frativity.
因为那人全身上下都是负面情绪，她现在本身就自带负面情绪，不能再承担他负面情绪的打击了。
If she wa with sht seek out those ositive mi.
她就算现在想找个人聊天，她也定要找个心态积极向上的。
As an ordihout resourd s, it was g for her to move forward, even with some talent. Deep down, she aowledged the validity of his viewpoint.
一个普通的人，手上没有资源和人脉，即便自身有些才华，也是很难前行的，其实扪心自问，她是有些认同他的观点的。
However, she refused to do the same while he had given up on himself. She aspired to be better, eveh was arduous.
只是他已经自弃，而她不愿意自弃，她还想上进，哪怕很困难也要向前。
If we don't take charge of our lives, life will choose for us, aay be worse.
如果我们不选择生活，生活就会为我们做出选择，结果只会更差。
If we dive our all, the future will more pain than what we endure now.
如果我们自己不努力，不去拼尽全力，那么将来的生活会让现在自己所承受的更疼更痛。
She went to Shenzhehis city. So she chooses to stay aer her first job failed, she eveo Beijiunities.
她在深圳读的大学，也喜欢上了这座城市，所以工作时也选择了深圳这个城市。在第一份工作失败后，她也曾跑到北京去找工作。
In Beijiered several aplished loehe sons of officials who held positio institutions with favorable family bads.
在这里她遇到了几个北京的小伙子，论个人能力自身也挺优秀的，甚至有些是高干子弟，自己也在某机关单位上班，家庭条件都是不错。